禁呪の魔法書を手に入れた自称魔法少女

masterpiece, best quality, extremely detailed BREAK professional illustration, anime BREAK 1 woman, beautiful mature woman,35 yo,hdr,eyes,(gleam pink medium hair:1.5) , large eyes,round face, BREAK magical woman,flowing hair, (wearing a magical dress),(Forbidden Spellbook:1.4) BREAK absurdres, best quality,ultra detailed,Maximalism,Gardenia,light particles,languid look:1.2,colorful refraction,wind,shining eyes,bright tone,(abs:0.9), BREAK My reason for living here, Everything I've encountered in this place, Even in a different world, No matter where I am, these feelings will not waver. A sharp pain stabs my heart. I turn my back on the bystanders (the happy ones) who laugh at me. Fate invites me to the suffering I deserve. My trembling legs remember...with certainty. I can't protect myself with illusions alone. An unreliable strength. Now, I know in my hands, so I won't waver. The joy everyone knows, The answer my heart understands. Even in a different future, No matter where I go, these feelings will not waver. I move forward empty-handed. So as not to be misled by the knowledge (junk) clinging to my body. Even over a hundred or a thousand certainties, chance trumps it. I focus my eyes on the horizon...and soar. I don't need countless lazy wishes. I'll return my true feelings. Even in the mundane world Fate invites natural suffering I remember my trembling legs...with certainty Heaven? Hell? Head there Now I know everything Now my hands know, so I won't waver